If you have noticed I have not entered a revealing profile. I often think of a time when I might meet someone new and would I truly open up and tell them of my life. I feel as if I have more baggage from my past than anyone would be willing to help me carry. We all have a story; but not each of us is mired.....I cannot even describe what I am mired in.....I only know I have yet to pull my foot out of the mire and start walking without dragging it along with me. As they say, she is scared of her own shadow, I am terrified of my own profile. Yet, there is an under lying presence when allowed to reveal itself reminds me of two incredible facts. Well, one fact two bloodlines.
I have the blood of ancient Romans and ancient Native Americans pulsing through my veins. How powerful is all this? When I thought of this, I could take a step towards believing I may overcome the obstacles of my "baggage". These two ancient peoples were warriors; they came ready to overcome for the sake of survival. It is hard to fight a way out of mire and muck - especially when you did not create the nastiness. If I claim my birth rites, I may believe I can perform against any challenge thrown into my path. Without intending to "post" a "profile" - I have done the very thing I started out saying was hard for me to do. A little will need to go a long way. One small step in the strong direction.
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